Tag Archives: 12 step recovery

The Key You See

April 11 The Key You See The key you see is letting you, accept me.  Oh, how I hide from that, run from that, flee from that.  I must be in control of what you think of me.  I curtain … Continue reading

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Stumbling Under the Tenth Step

April 10 Stumbling Under the Tenth Step When I’ve been outside of my mind it is so hard to tell when I’ve come home again.  The landmarks take on such distortion in memory that the facts seem bloated or anorexic … Continue reading

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Up and Down

April 9 Up and Down: Round and Round Like the wheel on my spinning wheel I pump up and down on the treadle and the wheel spins round and round, the roving twists in my hand and yarn is made.  … Continue reading

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Out on Your Front Porch

April 8 Out on Your Front Porch “If you want what we have,” said my sponsor, “you will have to follow somebody and lead somebody and do a few other things.” “I have to follow somebody, that shouldn’t be too … Continue reading

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Two Things

April 7 Two Things That Should Be One The difference between my will and G-d’s will is that G-d actually likes me all the time, never looks to punish and would rather that I don’t settle for less then what … Continue reading

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Fearing Fearlessness

April 6 Fearing Fearlessness How many times have I given the credit to night blind fear, credit due the brave persistent child?  How many times have I blamed the willing diligent pursuer when the fault was the backstabbing delay of … Continue reading

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Please Sir

April 5 Please Sir Gratitude is a thing which collects and solidifies, it’s pink and I can walk around on it.  Some days it is a broad highway and other times a winding spindling track.  Ever present if I am … Continue reading

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