Category Archives: Courage

Trojan Person

May 25 TROJAN PERSON   I feel confused by the difference between love and war.  The intensity and rush are too much for my frazzled and betrayed emotions to sort out.  I feel like a Trojan person.  I have all … Continue reading

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Crazy

March 30       CRAZY     I try on crazy, the way I sometimes get out the jump rope, and see if all those muscles still work.  The unemployed, unexploited, fallow nature of my once fertile insanity saddens … Continue reading

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Future Tents

March 29   FUTURE TENTS   The future seeps in through the windows, like the dawn stealing across the sky.  Once I inhale it, I am out of doors, only the lightest of canvas covering me.  The opening flaps in … Continue reading

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Calibrate Coincidence

March 27       CALIBRATE COINCIDENCE     Do good.  Do right.  Line up with the next correct movement.  Get the universe locked into the sprockets of my desires and make the miracles flow in my direction.  Ah, the … Continue reading

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Thin Ice

February 18     THIN ICE   The ice is brittle, transparent and breaking away.  I brace for destruction, turmoil and frigid descent.  I am stuck in my topside thinking and can not realize the chance for freedom the cracking … Continue reading

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Perkiomenville

April 28 Perkiomenville Being actually alive does not feel as good as I imagined the relief of being dead would feel and therefore I have anxiety and dread, or is it disappointment.  I feel like a failure when I am … Continue reading

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Clever Me

March 22   Clever Me   I am clever, I am so clever, everyone knows it and I know it, too.  So, why do I get slam stuck on the very simple things required to keep my life running smoothly?  … Continue reading

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