What is “offender” Number 2?

February 4

 

 

What is “Offender” Number 2?

 

I’m not looking for trouble, really I’m not, it’s just that thanks to this program I’m no longer plagued by resentment, but I doubt that is the only stumbling block there is.  Possibly the remaining list is as divergent as the alcoholics who make the lists.  Though I am guessing we have more in common than that one thing.  I stare at the various and sundry bric-a-brac measuring potential harm and formidability, so many candidates with razor edges.  I take my combat pose as I lift the pen, wondering if giving things status also gives them power.  I take comfort that acknowledgement is empowering for me.  Tell me the weights you lift to strengthen your “Spiritual Muscle” the things that crowd behind resentment vying for their turn as perpetrator of downfall and misery.

 

 

 

 

Poetry in motion is like a marching band with words

 

 

 

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THE FORGOTTEN

I am not Cleopatra.
I am not in denial.
I forgot.
“Sure” says my sponsor
“I’ve seen the headdress.”

That’s not fair
I’ve heard women say they forget the pain of child birth.
“They’re kidding, you can’t just forget pain,
It’s there waiting in the wings,
Looking for its fifteen minutes of fame.”

“You will be the worse for it” she say with her smug way.
What if I can’t drag it forward?
“Honey, Baby, Sweetie, you need to let those things come up,
Before they drag you back to a drink
Or whatever your new addiction of choice is.”

“Just open your mind,
You might be surprised what is waiting to see the light of day.”
What if it kills me?
“Darling, you’re not that lucky,
You don’t get to escape through death either.”

“Lean into this and you will get through it faster
Hold onto the program and you will get through easier,
Fight it and it will tear you up.”
Always the optimist my sponsor.

 

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About Sherrie Theriault

Sherrie Theriault, writer and outsider artist lives in northwest New Jersey where she writes villain-free fiction for children and young adults, creates coloring books for all ages, writes daily inspiration books for the recovery community and has other works of collected poetry; also adult fiction. Books available on Amazon.com include the following: Cala Mae The Deep Dark Day In The Congenial Chronicles The Holland’s Adventure Fill Me In Fill Me In, Too Filled In Sober on the Way to Sane More Sober on the Way to Sane Lines from My Life More Lines from My Life On-Liners to Live By My Sponsor Said… Elissa: Queen of Carthage Was Love Lost Order of Protection The Story Precedes the Question Can You See? What the Birdies Told Me about You What the Birdies Told Me about You Coloring book The Enchanting Dog Sherrie’s books are available at Blue Stockings, Manhattan, NY, The Clinton Book Shoppe, Clinton, New Jersey, Giovanni’s Room, Philadelphia, PA, Easy Does It in Long Beach, CA and The Latest Thing in Costa Mesa, Ca. You can find Sherrie’s art work at Hang-Ups Gallery in Allentown, PA or online at: SerendipitousGallery.com Please feel free to contact her there if you have any questions.
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2 Responses to What is “offender” Number 2?

  1. You write so poetically that it feels odd to respond with commonplace words. I hope you have a loving nest in which to welcome those harsh things. Opening up our heart in a cold context is like pulling the casserole out without an oven mitt.

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