Wild

September 23

 

WILD

 

 

When I run wild through the rain my hair streaming behind me, water fleeing my face, I see with my heart the thousand other rains pouring from my past.  How I peel from me the soaking luggage covering my naked pain.  Nothing drives me to the cozy retreat of my bed like the humid chill of an early fall drizzle.  I slip my trembling skin between the comfort and the comforter, flex my toes, towel my hair, wipe scenes of lost love from my pale, pale soul.  Leaves rush my gutters, clog my mind.  I see the change in me as I turn heel to heel, trees spinning bare in a blank wet world.  I know this ever relived fluid, this recycled life.

 

 

Interest yourself.

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What is Dear?

I am angry that I was taught I must hold on for dear life

instead of being taught that life is dear,

but they couldn’t teach me what they didn’t know

and couldn’t know what they had not discovered for themselves.

I wish I had learned earlier

to love the life I was taught to cling to,

but I am grateful I have been bound to life

long enough to find the joy in it.

I have found that knowing joy

causes me to cling all the more,

cling in sweetness to what was once such a bitter task.

I am angry for what I wasn’t taught,

but sadder still for what they didn’t know

and all that is lost in their lives to ignorance and tradition.

I wanted better for them

and they wanted better for me

and this is the circle which closes

around the dear that I hold onto.

 

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About Sherrie Theriault

Sherrie Theriault, writer and outsider artist lives in northwest New Jersey where she writes villain-free fiction for children and young adults, creates coloring books for all ages, writes daily inspiration books for the recovery community and has other works of collected poetry; also adult fiction. Books available on Amazon.com include the following: Cala Mae The Deep Dark Day In The Congenial Chronicles The Holland’s Adventure Fill Me In Fill Me In, Too Filled In Sober on the Way to Sane More Sober on the Way to Sane Lines from My Life More Lines from My Life On-Liners to Live By My Sponsor Said… Elissa: Queen of Carthage Was Love Lost Order of Protection The Story Precedes the Question Can You See? What the Birdies Told Me about You What the Birdies Told Me about You Coloring book The Enchanting Dog Sherrie’s books are available at Blue Stockings, Manhattan, NY, The Clinton Book Shoppe, Clinton, New Jersey, Giovanni’s Room, Philadelphia, PA, Easy Does It in Long Beach, CA and The Latest Thing in Costa Mesa, Ca. You can find Sherrie’s art work at Hang-Ups Gallery in Allentown, PA or online at: SerendipitousGallery.com Please feel free to contact her there if you have any questions.
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4 Responses to Wild

  1. Heidi says:

    “and this is the circle which closes
    around the dear that I hold onto.”

    Powerful, Sherrrie. Thanks. Think I”ll go call my Mom. I was putting it off. 🙂

    • Hope you had a nice talk with your mom!

      I’m preparing to speak for the first time at a cyber meeting. Please keep me in your prayers. I am a little nervous……I’m sure you’re shocked….lol

      • Heidi says:

        So NOT shocked. Will it be available to the public later? Debbie says she’s going to pray too.

      • Okay, I have a new prayer request. My sponsee Lisa and her sponsee Kim were just in a head-on car accident in St Luis where they had traveled to be at the Joyce Meyers conference, I had had a bad feeling about this all along, but they both passed it off as my dislike for the presenter, but they went last year and I wished them well, this year, I agonized about their leaving…..the good news is that they are both alive and talking. They called me 40 minutes ago from inside the car. I think they will be okay, but I would appreciate your and Debbie’s prayers. Thank you in advance.

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